imma stop LJ'ing. And Im sure you all dont care but this is just an FYI.
Yeah, kthxbai I hate you all.

'Use Somebody' by The Kings of Leon is me and Colin's song. Here's the lyrics:



Lyrics | Kings of Leon Lyrics | Use Somebody Lyrics

It's the most awesomest song ever.

I go out with Colin, who is an amazing guy. :D
Jordan was being a jerk.
I just ate four cookies.
Yum.
I'll talk more laterrrrr. Baiiiiii.
- K-Leez ya heard

I truly thought he was much better than that.
I truly, truly did.
But at least he stood up, and was man enough to say that he was... yeah. I can't say much.
The funny thing is is that I still love him, no matter how much he probably thinks I'm weird and strange and obsessed. Though he is generally very nice to me, a lot of people think that. I wouldn't be surprised if he did, too.
I hate school.
I hate the drama.
I hate the people that don't care about anything except their own perfect lives. *cough LAUREL cough*
And I hate it when people tell me that they're going to commit suicide. I wish I could stop her. I'd just rather not know. But now I feel so guilty for not saying anything.
If she really dies tonight, her blood will be on my hands.
I'm freaking out right now.
I didn't take what she said seriously until she left.
fehilhfaliurweafhwie.
I love Sam and I love Jordan, no matter their imperfections. Their imperfections make them perfect. I love them so, so much and I wish they knew how much I loved them.

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So confused.
So stressed.

I only have a few things to say, so this blog will be as simple, short, and to the point as the last one.
Tonight, my heart sank 10,000 leagues under the sea.
I don't know how I'll be able to pass him in the hall tomorrow without puking up my guts.
To just know that we could've been something, and then have that all stolen away from you because you were stupid enough to forget your cellphone and ask for his number... ugh. I hate myself for my stupidity.
I can still remember how close he had leaned toward me, how I could feel his sweet, sweet smelling breath on my face and neck, and how I had blushed so hard and how that had caused me to mess up someone's act. I can still feel the places where we'd touched... when he'd put his arm across my shoulders, when we'd danced together, when we'd high-fived...
Ugh. I feel so stupid and heartbroken.
I shouldn't even have a blog, or anything.
After all...
I'm just the curtain-puller. Unimportant, unknown.
I guess I shouldn't be surprised that we could never be.
Dylan is much, much more beautiful then I am, anyway. I know it'll hurt so bad when I hear that they're going out (which will probably happen in the near future) but I'll smile and wave.
'Cause at least he's happy.
He finally got his dream girl.
- K-Lee

Texting, discreetly listening to my iPod, playing the games on my iPod, passing notes, passing surveys, and playing hangman with a buddy.
Well...
I didn't make the talent show, sadly.
But I did get to help out Mrs. Nicholson with the curtains... which is actually more exciting than it seems.
Well... when Jordan and Otto are the MC's.
And... I think I may like Jordan. :/
It's... complicated.
But, everyone who reads this, please answer this one question:
Do you think it's slutty to like two guys at once?
I'm really confused.
- K-Lee

P.S.,
I'm sorry this is so short.

Hey. I just took the enneagram test. Here are my results:

Enneagram Test Results

The Enneagram is a personality system which divides the entire human personality into nine behavioral tendencies, this is your score on each...

Type 1...Perfectionism...30%
Type 2...Helpfulness...82%
Type 3...Image Focus...14%
Type 4...Hypersensitivity...38%
Type 5...Detachment...58%
Type 6...Anxiety...30%
Type 7...Adventurousness...62%
Type 8...Aggressiveness...58%
Type 9...Calmness...78%


I guess this is me? I know that I am a very calm person... that's a trait that I take pride in. And I am used to being withdrawn, because from a very young age, I was a loner and only spoke maybe 50 words a day. I talk a lot now, but I don't mind being alone. I'm just really used to it.
I'm really bored so I'm just taking random personality tests. I don't really care what I get.
Avacado broke up with his girlfriend.
*squee!*
I am very excited.

Bleh. We had to watch High School Musical 2 (EWWW) in Chorus today, and we just skipped to the near-end of it because we didn't have much time... so we get to this one part and Mrs. Nicholson's just like, "I'm just gonna skip this because he's just all like, 'boohoo i have no friends, blah blah blah'" and I jokingly said, "i have no friends. will you skip me?" and she's just like, "shush, you do so have friends" and then I kinda giggled and said, "no i don't." and then Avacado was like, "i'm your friend!"
*dies*
It's the small things like that that count with me. <3
I felt so loved.
BTW, I do have friends. I was just kidding with Mrs. Nicholson.
And also, on Friday (I think it was Friday) I wore my Halloween dress over some jeans and then wore my Time-Turner (which is AWESOME) and everybody started messing with it 'cause it has actual sand in it, and it turns and stuff, and after a while I got annoyed and was like, "ok, everybody stop messing with it." but Avacado came over, and he started messing with it.
*flails*
He was SOOOO close. He smelled so nice. I had the sudden urge to just hug him. <3
What? At least I don't have the insane urge to carress his face. *cough BELLA cough*
WELL, it's TRUE. If you read Twilight, she'll say that she had this crazy impulse to touch his face. I just wanted to hug Avacado. I like to hug people. =) Nobody can be uncheered with a hug.
Oh, and we made Thursday Funky Outfit Day.
I think tomorrow I want to wear my pink shirt that says "Music Makes Peace" and my mom mom's getting me some brightly colored leggings (the color shall be a SOUPRISE...ooooOooooOooo and yes I meant to spell it like that.) and two different colored Converse. and my knee-highs over my leggings and my orange shorts, too (let's hope that my leggings won't be orange, too...) and I'm going to put one part of my hair up in a ponytail and the other in a braid, and then clip the braid back. It'll be AWESOME.
I used one of Laurel's sayings and now she's mad at me. *rolls eyes* As per usual. She's always so pissy about everything, it's annoying. The littlest things piss her off. Sometimes I wonder how I deal with it.
I'm just glad that I'm not like that. I'm trying to instill a little bit of my calm nature into her, but it's really not working. :/
But for right now, I really don't care. She'll come around. She doesn't stay mad at any one thing for too long.
I'm just widely known for being really, really calm and just not caring a lot about anything. The stuff that bothers other people doesn't really affect me. I often wonder why that is, but why change something about me that's so wonderful? It's about the only trait that I posess that I'm proud of, so I'm going to keep it. Why should I change for anybody else, anyway? I would never change if somebody asked me to. I am as far from perfect as anybody could ever get, but I'm happy with who I am despite that.
I wish nobody got so mad at me for being so unresponsive, though. *cough MOM cough*
She just was like, one day, "why do you always have that blank look on your face?" when she was talking to me about something.
I had no answer.
But... I dunno. I'm just really very indifferent to a lot of things.
Everyone around me is so aggressive. It's hard to be myself when I'm influenced by such a terrible atmosphere.
But I try my best to keep a level-head... most of the time.
But I have my moments.
- K-Lee
 

OK... I caved. I gave into temptation.
I made a MySpace.
Currently, my display name is K-Lee... and my url is myspace.com/kleeishurr if you want to friend me, then... just say that you're a friend from LJ and what your LJ screenname is, and maybe I'll remember you and add you or something.
I can't put up any pictures on there because MySpace is being an ass. -_- I'll have to do it on a different computer.
I want to ask my friend if I can send the pictures to her and give her my password and then have her put the pics on my MySpace but I don't want to have her go through all the trouble.
I asked her anyway, 'cause I'm selfish.
UGH. Today was awesome and horrible all at the same time. 
Awesome because:
Michael was at school.
Had Chorus rehearsal.
Gave into temptation without feeling guilty about it.

Terrible because:
Grandmother ignored me... for reasons I do not feel like explaining.
Lost my bag, and when I did find it, Mrs. Jackson yelled at me for carrying it around anyway, 'cause you're not allowed to carry bags around during the day... but I do it all the time.
Mrs. Massey gave me this huge lecture about how Twilight sucks... I responded with how she had no taste. *flips hair in rebelliousness*
Mrs. Massey also told me that a poem I wrote (which was about Twilight...) sucked. -_- And everybody else thought it was awesome. Uhm... am I missing something here? Maybe it was her hate for Twilight which made her think it sucked.

GRR GRR GRR. I want to THROW something at my grandmother. All day she just didn't say ANYTHING to me AT ALL, and she just gave me these hateful glares. UGGGGH. I do not want to talk about why she was doing this... I'll cry if I attempt to do so.

I is gonna go. Baiii.

- K-Lee

Well, I have a lot of quotes and mottos.

1. "If I had a penny time for every time I've cried - or wanted to cry - in the past two years, I would be filthy stinkin' rich." - Me
2. "Nobody can be uncheered with a balloon." - Winnie the Pooh
3. "When somebody truly loves you - they won't care if you're in a good mood, bad mood, whether you're ugly or pretty, they'll still think the sun shines out your ass." - the movie Juno
4. "Hakuna Matata!" - Timon and Pumba (gosh, ain't that a wonderful phrase? I <3 old Disney movies)
5. "If I could dream at all, it would be of you. And I'm not ashamed of it." - Edward Cullen (<3 I had to quote him sometime)
6. "I don't go looking for trouble, trouble finds me." - Harry Potter
7. "When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done, help me leave behind some reasons to be missed. Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty, keep me in your memory. Leave out all the rest." - Leave Out All The Rest (Linkin Park)
8. "Ah, don't feel bad! I was once beat in Tic-Tac-Toe by a chicken!" - the Simpsons Movie

Ah. Good times. :)
Geez. I just realized that when New Moon comes out, I'll be an 8th grader.
And when Eclipse comes out, I will most probably be a freshman.
*facepalm*