Yeah, kthxbai I hate you all.
Lyrics | Kings of Leon Lyrics | Use Somebody Lyrics
It's the most awesomest song ever.
- Location:laurel's dad's
- Mood:indescribable
- Music:use somebody - kings of leonm=
Jordan was being a jerk.
I just ate four cookies.
Yum.
I'll talk more laterrrrr. Baiiiiii.
- K-Leez ya heard
I truly, truly did.
But at least he stood up, and was man enough to say that he was... yeah. I can't say much.
The funny thing is is that I still love him, no matter how much he probably thinks I'm weird and strange and obsessed. Though he is generally very nice to me, a lot of people think that. I wouldn't be surprised if he did, too.
I hate school.
I hate the drama.
I hate the people that don't care about anything except their own perfect lives. *cough LAUREL cough*
And I hate it when people tell me that they're going to commit suicide. I wish I could stop her. I'd just rather not know. But now I feel so guilty for not saying anything.
If she really dies tonight, her blood will be on my hands.
I'm freaking out right now.
I didn't take what she said seriously until she left.
fehilhfaliurweafhwie.
I love Sam and I love Jordan, no matter their imperfections. Their imperfections make them perfect. I love them so, so much and I wish they knew how much I loved them.
So confused.
So stressed.
- Location:why do YOU care?
- Mood:gjghusoeghurio.
- Music:GAH.
Tonight, my heart sank 10,000 leagues under the sea.
I don't know how I'll be able to pass him in the hall tomorrow without puking up my guts.
To just know that we could've been something, and then have that all stolen away from you because you were stupid enough to forget your cellphone and ask for his number... ugh. I hate myself for my stupidity.
I can still remember how close he had leaned toward me, how I could feel his sweet, sweet smelling breath on my face and neck, and how I had blushed so hard and how that had caused me to mess up someone's act. I can still feel the places where we'd touched... when he'd put his arm across my shoulders, when we'd danced together, when we'd high-fived...
Ugh. I feel so stupid and heartbroken.
I shouldn't even have a blog, or anything.
After all...
I'm just the curtain-puller. Unimportant, unknown.
I guess I shouldn't be surprised that we could never be.
Dylan is much, much more beautiful then I am, anyway. I know it'll hurt so bad when I hear that they're going out (which will probably happen in the near future) but I'll smile and wave.
'Cause at least he's happy.
He finally got his dream girl.
- K-Lee
- Location:up your butt and around the corner.
- Mood:njklaghkdfjlgshkjlhaskjghjkal.
- Music:ghauilhgjaflhgralehrg.
Well...
I didn't make the talent show, sadly.
But I did get to help out Mrs. Nicholson with the curtains... which is actually more exciting than it seems.
Well... when Jordan and Otto are the MC's.
And... I think I may like Jordan. :/
It's... complicated.
But, everyone who reads this, please answer this one question:
Do you think it's slutty to like two guys at once?
I'm really confused.
- K-Lee
P.S.,
I'm sorry this is so short.
- Location:home
- Mood:
confused - Music:Shine - Anna Nalick
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I guess this is me? I know that I am a very calm person... that's a trait that I take pride in. And I am used to being withdrawn, because from a very young age, I was a loner and only spoke maybe 50 words a day. I talk a lot now, but I don't mind being alone. I'm just really used to it.
I'm really bored so I'm just taking random personality tests. I don't really care what I get.
Avacado broke up with his girlfriend.
*squee!*
I am very excited.
Bleh. We had to watch High School Musical 2 (EWWW) in Chorus today, and we just skipped to the near-end of it because we didn't have much time... so we get to this one part and Mrs. Nicholson's just like, "I'm just gonna skip this because he's just all like, 'boohoo i have no friends, blah blah blah'" and I jokingly said, "i have no friends. will you skip me?" and she's just like, "shush, you do so have friends" and then I kinda giggled and said, "no i don't." and then Avacado was like, "i'm your friend!"
*dies*
It's the small things like that that count with me. <3
I felt so loved.
BTW, I do have friends. I was just kidding with Mrs. Nicholson.
And also, on Friday (I think it was Friday) I wore my Halloween dress over some jeans and then wore my Time-Turner (which is AWESOME) and everybody started messing with it 'cause it has actual sand in it, and it turns and stuff, and after a while I got annoyed and was like, "ok, everybody stop messing with it." but Avacado came over, and he started messing with it.
*flails*
He was SOOOO close. He smelled so nice. I had the sudden urge to just hug him. <3
What? At least I don't have the insane urge to carress his face. *cough BELLA cough*
WELL, it's TRUE. If you read Twilight, she'll say that she had this crazy impulse to touch his face. I just wanted to hug Avacado. I like to hug people. =) Nobody can be uncheered with a hug.
Oh, and we made Thursday Funky Outfit Day.
I think tomorrow I want to wear my pink shirt that says "Music Makes Peace" and my mom mom's getting me some brightly colored leggings (the color shall be a SOUPRISE...ooooOooooOooo and yes I meant to spell it like that.) and two different colored Converse. and my knee-highs over my leggings and my orange shorts, too (let's hope that my leggings won't be orange, too...) and I'm going to put one part of my hair up in a ponytail and the other in a braid, and then clip the braid back. It'll be AWESOME.
I used one of Laurel's sayings and now she's mad at me. *rolls eyes* As per usual. She's always so pissy about everything, it's annoying. The littlest things piss her off. Sometimes I wonder how I deal with it.
I'm just glad that I'm not like that. I'm trying to instill a little bit of my calm nature into her, but it's really not working. :/
But for right now, I really don't care. She'll come around. She doesn't stay mad at any one thing for too long.
I'm just widely known for being really, really calm and just not caring a lot about anything. The stuff that bothers other people doesn't really affect me. I often wonder why that is, but why change something about me that's so wonderful? It's about the only trait that I posess that I'm proud of, so I'm going to keep it. Why should I change for anybody else, anyway? I would never change if somebody asked me to. I am as far from perfect as anybody could ever get, but I'm happy with who I am despite that.
I wish nobody got so mad at me for being so unresponsive, though. *cough MOM cough*
She just was like, one day, "why do you always have that blank look on your face?" when she was talking to me about something.
I had no answer.
But... I dunno. I'm just really very indifferent to a lot of things.
Everyone around me is so aggressive. It's hard to be myself when I'm influenced by such a terrible atmosphere.
But I try my best to keep a level-head... most of the time.
But I have my moments.
- K-Lee
I made a MySpace.
Currently, my display name is K-Lee... and my url is myspace.com/kleeishurr if you want to friend me, then... just say that you're a friend from LJ and what your LJ screenname is, and maybe I'll remember you and add you or something.
I can't put up any pictures on there because MySpace is being an ass. -_- I'll have to do it on a different computer.
I want to ask my friend if I can send the pictures to her and give her my password and then have her put the pics on my MySpace but I don't want to have her go through all the trouble.
I asked her anyway, 'cause I'm selfish.
UGH. Today was awesome and horrible all at the same time.
Awesome because:
Michael was at school.
Had Chorus rehearsal.
Gave into temptation without feeling guilty about it.
Terrible because:
Grandmother ignored me... for reasons I do not feel like explaining.
Lost my bag, and when I did find it, Mrs. Jackson yelled at me for carrying it around anyway, 'cause you're not allowed to carry bags around during the day... but I do it all the time.
Mrs. Massey gave me this huge lecture about how Twilight sucks... I responded with how she had no taste. *flips hair in rebelliousness*
Mrs. Massey also told me that a poem I wrote (which was about Twilight...) sucked. -_- And everybody else thought it was awesome. Uhm... am I missing something here? Maybe it was her hate for Twilight which made her think it sucked.
GRR GRR GRR. I want to THROW something at my grandmother. All day she just didn't say ANYTHING to me AT ALL, and she just gave me these hateful glares. UGGGGH. I do not want to talk about why she was doing this... I'll cry if I attempt to do so.
I is gonna go. Baiii.
- K-Lee
- "If I had a penny time for every time I've cried - or wanted to cry - in the past two years, I would be filthy stinkin' rich." - Me
- "Nobody can be uncheered with a balloon." - Winnie the Pooh
- "When somebody truly loves you - they won't care if you're in a good mood, bad mood, whether you're ugly or pretty, they'll still think the sun shines out your ass." - the movie Juno
- "Hakuna Matata!" - Timon and Pumba (gosh, ain't that a wonderful phrase? I <3 old Disney movies)
- "If I could dream at all, it would be of you. And I'm not ashamed of it." - Edward Cullen (<3 I had to quote him sometime)
- "I don't go looking for trouble, trouble finds me." - Harry Potter
- "When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done, help me leave behind some reasons to be missed. Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty, keep me in your memory. Leave out all the rest." - Leave Out All The Rest (Linkin Park)
- "Ah, don't feel bad! I was once beat in Tic-Tac-Toe by a chicken!" - the Simpsons Movie
Geez. I just realized that when New Moon comes out, I'll be an 8th grader.
And when Eclipse comes out, I will most probably be a freshman.
*facepalm*
Well... I went to Outback Steakhouse with Jeni, Ashley, and Lisa. They were drinking and I just kind of picked at my Kookaburra Wings and just laughed at all the jokes that they cracked that I got, which were a quite a few. Mostly I sat in silence, though. I've been wanting to just let something out SO BAD and I've never gotten the chance, so I'm going to do it here:
Well... at gym today, I was walking with Lena, and we were close behind Victor, Raini, and Michael. Well, I was talking to Lena and Raini just turns around is like, "Shut up or I'll beat you up!" but I knew he was joking so I kinda laughed.
But I guess Michael thought that he was being serious and he was like, "If you hurt her, I'll fuck you up."
*flails*
I was like, "Oh my gosh!" in happiness. I didn't say it out loud... but I think my face gave me away.
I talked to Lena afterwards about it, and eventually I told her that I kind of like Michael. She was just like, "Aww!" and she said that she thought that he may like me back, which Sydney does, too.
It was awesome. It was just like for that one second, time stopped.
Now I wonder how I could possibly be all happy with Michael beating Raini up, but it's awesome that he would take up for me if Raini actually were serious. I wish I could go to Fuel. :( I miss it a lot. Then I could talk with Michael more.
Oh! In Chorus, Mrs. Nicholson like stepped out for a bit, and all of us just started busting out into random tunes. The randomest one, I think, was one that Michael started singing, y'know, that song from the Lime Coke commercials, the one that goes like, "put the lime in the coconut and shake it all up!" or something like that. I forget how it goes.
<.< >.>
And the second randomest one would be the song that EVERYBODY'S been singing, it's this one song that got sent in a forward and it goes like, "chicken wang! chicken wang! hot dogs and bologna! chillin' with mah homies!" or something like that.
So... yeah. I would be superhappy right now if I were at home. And had my phone. And my iPod. I really want to tell Sydney and Laurel about what happened in gym. I just want to tell them about it, 'cause it's all I've been able to think about since it happened.
- K-Lee
- Mood:
ecstatic
GRRR.
I hate PTA nights. They suck so bad.
Currently, I have a 77% in Science, a 73% in RELA, a 85% in Pre-Alg, and a 68% in History, which, overall, gives me a C.
This is a lot better than what I got on my report card, but dad has to yell at me anyway.
Apparently I'm supposed to get all A's now. Well, I'm not perfect, and I can promise that I won't EVER in my entire life will EVER get all A's. The world will come to apocalypse when that happens. So, when the world ends, know that it's because I got all A's and my mother's happy screams corrupted all the avalanches in the world, causing a global avalanche, and even the awakening of some volcanoes. Like St. Helens, which is angered so that it spreads around the whole entire United States, and also makes a meteor fall out of the sky.
*laugh attack*
Yeah. That is how unlikely me getting even 3 A's is.
Anyway, Douche, I mean, Dad, has to yell at me because I do 'fine' and not 'good'. Pssh. Dude, if I got a 4.0 GPA, I would have a heart attack. On my last report card, I don't think I had above a 1.6, so you're SOL.
Also, Dad the Douche has to yell at me just because I dress differently than everybody else, and just because I just don't care what other people think. Listen, bub. This is my body. I decide what goes on it, in it... whatever. (And please don't think that way when I say in it... eww.) I guess just because I dress like a guy means I'm automatically a bum. Whatever. I'm almost in all GATEs, and even though I don't do very good, Mrs. Klaverweiden wasn't evil tonight and actually said that, despite not being very good in History on my last report card, I DO belong in the GATEs program. So ha!
I probably would have an A in RELA if I did the writing component of Reader's workshop. But... y'know... I don't do stupid crap. If I think something has no point, I won't do it. That's just my philosophy. Like it of luff it, I'm not going to do something that an idiot would do. I don't do idiot work, and I don't work for idiots. Get the picture?
OK... I'm just going to get away from the whole grades thing. I'm just over it, and I'm going to bring my grades up.
Anyway... I got Michael's number! *is giddy*
Well... technically, Sydney got it for me. She sent him a note basically telling him that I like him (which is good and bad all at the same time, 'cause he didn't really seem to mind, but I also didn't really want him to know at that point) and that I wanted his number. He basically just said that he didn't know me that well, and he just wanted to stay friends... for now.
*BIG emphasis on for now*
*squees at what the emphasis means*
YAYAYAYAYAY! I may be going out with a really hot, nice guy before the end of the year! *squees more*
So, we've been texting a bit... not very much, basically our conversations consist of, "Hi" "Whacha doin'?" and basically small talk. Well, the last text I sent him was sent at like 4 and he didn't reply and now it's 9 so... *hmph* But I guess he's just getting back at me for that one time when I didn't text him back... but that was because I had to go to gym! GRRR. D:<
In gym, you can't hide cellphones under desks or anything, and my sweats didn't have pockets. And he doesn't take his phone to school a whole lot... but the day I texted him was a day when he wasn't there... apparently for breaking something in his home and his mom made him stay home and fix it.
*tsks at Michael in a grown-up way*
Michael: YOU DON'T TSK AT MEEEEE!!!!! I AM MICHAELMAN, SOARING THROUGH THE SKY!!!!!! FEAR ME!!!!!!
Me: o.O OK, MichaelMan. Whatever you say. Nice leotard.
Michael: *looks at leotard-y costume thing that has "MM" on the front* FEAR IT!!!!!! FOR IT IS SPANDEX!!!!!!
Me: Oh, so scared. *rolls eyes*
Michael: Well, it's not as if you are so terrifying.
Me: You'd be surprised just how scary I can get.
Michael: IS THAT A CHALLENGE??!!!????!!!!!
Me: No. I am the bigger person, and I walk away from fights.
Michael: Oh, you're just a big wuss!
Me: *growls* *lunges*
Michael: GAAAAHHHHHH! *is knocked down*
Me: *gouges eyesockets out*
Michael: AAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! MAHHH EYEESSSSZZZZZ!!!!! MY AWESOME SEXY BLUE EYES OF AWESOMENESS!!!!! NOEZZZZZ!!!!!!!
Me: *feels sorry* *gives him rose to try to cheer him up*
Michael: I KNOW YOU GAVE ME A ROSE, BECAUSE I SMELL IT!!!! BUT I CAN'T SEE ITT!!!! HOW UNTHOUGHTFUL!!!!! *cries*
Me: *inches away* *eventually runs off in shame*
I don't know how I came up with that... LOL. I should be on that show called "So Random". ^_^ I'm probably the closest to pure random that anybody could get!
Anywayz.... did you know that there's this guy who's eaten a Big Mac from McDonald's every day since 1970something? It's crazy. Up to this day, he's had about 23 thousandsomething Big Macs... in all. That's a lot. Like, a lot, a lot.
That Preamble project that I told you about is due tomorrow. *sweats with nervousness* I have to sing in front of everybody. And Michael. Which is part of the everybody, but... it's Michael. I really, really like him, but what if he doesn't like my singing? And I am a very crappy singer. Even though people tell me I'm really good, I know my own voice, and I sound like a dehydrated platypus. Well, now, at least, 'cause my throat has been really scratchy for a while. Which is why I made my mom get me cough drops, so they can make my voice sound a bit better, and not feel so scratchy.
I just recorded me singing the second verse of 'Decode' onto my phone to see how I sound, and I sound terrible. I am definitely no Hayley Williams, that's for sure.
I recorded me singing the last verse of 'Decode', and I sounded better. A little off-tune, though. Still no Hayley Williams. Or Lacey Moseley. Or even... Fergie, for crying out loud!
I'm going to record my self doing the first part of 'Eyes On Fire'.
...
OK... that actually sounded kinda good.
Now I'm gonna sing 'Never Think' and see how that sounds.
Meh. It's OK. Definitely no RPattz.
Gonna go now. My anxiety is getting the better of me.
- K-Lee
- Location:home
- Mood:
anxious - Music:Creep - Radiohead
For one, I found out who I can trust, and who I can't trust.
Secondly, I came through more responsible.
Thirdly, I now know what it feels like to have someone I love taken away from me, and am now much more protective of the people that I still have in my life.
Fourthly... I came out with more respect for myself AND my mom, my grandmom, and my aunt. Respect for myself because now I know that if I got through the Incident, then I can get through anything. Respect for my mom because now I know that she doesn't hate me; it's the farthest from that than I could have ever imagined. My grandmom because I know now that she... can pack a punch when she wants to. ;) And my aunt because she isn't just fragile as I had imagined her all these years. She has quite the temper, when you think about it.
And fifthly... I learned that my mom and my step-mom should never be put in the same room together. EVER.
I came out a stronger and better person through the Incident... but that is the only good thing that came out of it. Before, I was just the puppy that was kicked way too many times. Now... I'm a frickin' ROTTWEILER, man! LOL.
But, seriously, the Incident ruined my life and made me a better person all at the same time. It taught me a lot of things, and I am kinda-sorta-ish thankful, maybe?
No. Not really.
:/
In all truthfulness, if I could take back one day in my whole life, the day the Incident happened would be that day.
Really, there are so many challenges I've faced and come through a better person... and some that I just became bitter. All have changed my perspective on life.
But I don't really have time to get into that.
I have heaps of homework to do... but I'm procrastinating because I'm just one big procrastinator, and procrastinating is what I do best.
Oh, and I finally found the lyrics to this song that I love!
And you'll never guess what song that is...
A wonderful thing is a Tigger;
A Tigger's a wonderful thing.
Their tops are made out of rubber,
their bottoms are made out of spring
They're bouncy, trouncy, bouncy, trouncy,
fun, fun, fun, fun, fun,
The most wonderful thing
about Tiggers is:
I'm the only one!
Yup, that's the song!
XD XD XD
I love Tigger... but I haven't seen Winnie the Pooh in AAAGGGGEEEESSSSS. :( I miss watching Winnie the Pooh all the time.
Oh, and did you know that before Pooh was Pooh, he was called EDWARD Bear?
I read Winnie the Pooh by A.A. Milne and it said that on the first page; and I thought that that was hilarious!
I guess that in past life, Edward Cullen was Winnie the Pooh. XD XD XD
LOL can you imagine? Edward in just one big ginormous red shirt.
I gotta go... bye!
- K-Lee
- Location:home
- Mood:
amused - Music:Tremble For My Beloved - Collective Soul
Anywayz, enough with being bitter. I changed my theme... again. I get sick of things being the same all the time. It's boring, and nobody likes that. And nobody does spontaneous like I do.
*spontaneously combusts to prove my point*
*after spontaneously combusting, I spontaneously am spit out of Jabba the Hutt's mouth*
TADA!
:DD <--- IT HAZ DOUBLE CHIN!
I guess now that I have also made it so at the end of every entry, there will be a picture of the Twilight DVD countdown? IDK if it'll work, 'cause I suck at tech-y things like that, but... we'll see, I guess.
I just love the ickle elephants on my page!!! They are SSOOO adorable!
I just dig all things cuddly and adorable. Like puppies! And kitties! I want a puppy. And a kitty. Instead I'm buggered by this disgusting rat named Daisy that Jordan has because Tim and Genie won't let us have other pets at our house. All the more reason to move away from them.
When I DO move out of here and I DO get a dog, I'm going to get a chocolate lab and name it Jacob. And the kitty will be a tabby cat and I'll name it Edward. Then I'll get a golden retriever and name it Mike (as in Mike Newton) and a black kitty, and I shall name the black kitty Bella. And when Edward and Bella have ickle kitties, I shall name them after every single one of the Twilight clan... and it'll be so adorable, HOMAGOSH. *SQUEE!*
And maybe Jacob will meet a female doggie (that is someone else's) and it's name will be Leah... (not Renes
LOL, I'm watching the Grammy's right now, and my Rabbit Ears are completely making the quality suck. I refused to get a converter box because I thought Jordan would need it more, because I don't watch TV at all... like, ever. Well, except for now. And, yay, John Mayer won a Grammy! He's awesome. :D
UGH. Sugarland sucks. They're going to have Adele play next. Why couldn't they let Adele play first? Adele is awesome. Sugarland is NAWT. *hmph*
YES! Now Adele is on!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!
Should I give up? Or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Oh my gosh, I love that song. :D
Dude, Radiohead's gonna perform, too. *fangasms* I LOVE Radiohead.
Speaking of Radiohead, I may sing one of their songs in my school Talent Show. I think I may sing Creep. I don't know, though. I don't think my GPA is that high right now, and your GPA has to be at a certain level to participate in extracurricular activities.
OMG RADIOHEAD IS ON!!! AND THEY ARE PERFORMING 15 STEP!!! THAT'S THE FIRST SONG THAT PLAYS AT THE END OF THE CREDITS OF THE TWILIGHT MOVIE!!!! OH MY GOSH!!!!
Now, I'm going to do a poll. It's going to be a poll about a lot of different things, with multiple questions. I hope I get a good repsonse to this poll, because I know I don't get many readers.
Poll #1346124 Random Crizzap, yo!
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 3
Which Twilight guy do you like best?
Robert Pattinson![]()
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3 (100.0%)
Taylor Lautner![]()
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0 (0.0%)
Jackson Rathbone![]()
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0 (0.0%)
Kellan Lutz![]()
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0 (0.0%)
Cam Gigandet![]()
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0 (0.0%)
Peter Faccinelli (sp?)![]()
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0 (0.0%)
Which of these bands do you like best?
Linkin Park![]()
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2 (66.7%)
Muse![]()
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0 (0.0%)
The Hives![]()
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0 (0.0%)
Adele![]()
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0 (0.0%)
Mott the Hoople![]()
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0 (0.0%)
Aerosmith![]()
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1 (33.3%)
Which of these books do you like best?
Harry Potter series - J.K. Rowling![]()
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1 (33.3%)
Twilight series - Stephenie Meyer![]()
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2 (66.7%)
Lord of the Flies - William Golding![]()
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0 (0.0%)
Misery - Stephen King![]()
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0 (0.0%)
The Host - Stephenie Meyer![]()
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0 (0.0%)
The Tales of Beedle the Bard - J.K. Rowling![]()
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0 (0.0%)
Which TwiTuber do you like best?
And, finally, what Twilight Team are you on?
Team Edward![]()
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3 (100.0%)
Team Jacob![]()
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0 (0.0%)
Team Switzerland![]()
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0 (0.0%)
Team Carlisle![]()
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0 (0.0%)
Team Alice![]()
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0 (0.0%)
Team Jasper![]()
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0 (0.0%)
And that crazy rapper that you can't understand what the fuck he's saying. Oh, yeah, that's T.I. My bad.
Well, I've been reading a lot of Lord of the Flies to pass the time. Well, I haven't really. I'm only on page 23. I wanted to save the book for when I got to school so I can read instead of listening to those paranoid yuppies that you call teachers.
No, really, I wanted to talk loudly to Laurel about how good of a book Lord of the Flies was so maybe that could be a conversation starter between me and Avacado. Yuppers. I also kind of wanted to impress him by reading a classic novel... even though I've read many. I plan to read Romeo and Juliet next, so maybe I'll impress him by that, too.
You know, when I think about it, David Archuleta is really cute. And I don't know why I said that. I'm kind of used to not thinking he was that cute, I guess.
AAWWWW! This totally cute four year old was on this commercial and on the commercial she was sending a digital picture of her fish and her to her mom and dad over the internet, and it was SSSOOOOO CUUUUTEEEE!
I'm gonna go now.Bye!
- K-Lee
- Location:home
- Mood:
energetic - Music:Time Is Running Out - Muse
I did go to the movies after all. I met Kevin finally, and (Emma will probably hate me for saying this, but I'm saying it anyway) I have to say that she has amazing taste in guys.
'Nuff said.
But seeing them hold hands and then watching Crush Night couldn't help but make me feel... alone. I don't know what it is, but I just crave somebody (not my parents or friends) to just hug, at least. Avacado would be nice. But since I don't really go out with Avacado and am grounded, I'm stuck at home collecting lard and watching Nick. URRGGGHHH.
To recap, Avacado is my nickname for the dude I like.
See, I give nicknames for people I like, so when I have to talk about them out loud, they don't know I'm talking about them. The last crush I had was named Paper Clip... LOL. There's actually a story to that, as opposed to Avacado.
But, I just feel so... unloved. And alone. I really just
I wonder if I'll be feeling like this on Valentine's Day. I hope not. That is probably going to be a very lonely day for me. I am not looking forward to it. It would be nice if somebody - preferably Avacado - would ask me out. And I know I'm being desperate, but I really don't care. I just hate being alone. It's close to being a phobia.
I'm listening to "Crush", David's song, right now. *sigh* It's a very pretty song, but right now it depresses me.
I wonder how long I will like Avacado. I liked Paper Clip from May to August of last year, which is 4 months, and I liked DJR for 9 months, and... Avacado... since this month, really. Lol.
I'm just tired of waiting. I'm tired of just waiting for somebody to tell me they like me or somebody to ask me out. I don't know what I'm doing wrong - I know that I'm pretty, and smart, and funny. And I'm not being self-absorbed right now. I usually don't say this because I didn't believe it until this month. Right now I just... I don't know. I used to grimace whenever I looked in the mirror, but now... I don't know. Either I've gotten used to the ugly, or I've just finally stopped hating myself and seeing myself for who I really am. I wouldn't exactly say that I'm confident, but I'm getting there. But I just don't get why I'm 12 and I still have never had a boyfriend. Everyone around me has had boyfriends or has a boyfriend and has been kissed - and I'm the odd person out. It sucks. I never minded being on the outside looking in, until now. I actually want to feel a part of something now. I actually want to have something in common with the people around me, and I actually want to be feeling the same things they're feeling - love.
Trust me, if you were me, you wouldn't like it either.
But when you have to simultaneously do good in school while supporting your mother and your little sister all at the same time, you don't really have a choice. You simply have to grin and bare it.
- K-Lee H.
- Location:home
- Mood:alone :(
- Music:Over My Head (Cable Car) - The Fray
Kailey will have to write: | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
I will not blame the alien who lives in my ear for everything that I do wrong | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Yup! I am not normal!
LOL, they are so spot-on on that one, too.
LMAOROFL!!!!
Hell yeah. 'What will you have to write on the chalk board?' at QuizGalaxy.com | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Kailey discovered an alternate dimension. | |
| ... afterward, Kailey tried to cover up a bizarre love triangle involving them and two monkeys. | |
| 'How will you be remembered in history books?' at QuizGalaxy.com |
And maybe those two monkeys will be Robert Pattinson and Taylor Lautner. <333
Mexico? Eww. I'm just going to give the clothes back and save people the regret.
Kailey's lame-ass excuse to break up: "There is too close a resemblance between you and Jabba the Hutt" 'What is your lame-ass excuse to break up?' at QuizGalaxy.com |
LMAO!!!!!!
You fit in with: Spiritualism 60% spiritual. 100% reason-oriented. |
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![]() | Your ideals are mostly spiritual, but in an individualistic way. While spirituality is very important in your life, organized religion itself may not be for you. It is best for you to seek these things on your own terms. |
Take This Quiz at QuizGalaxy.com | |
Kailey Pills: Will cause you to fight for your right to party | ||
| 'What effect do you have on people?' at QuizGalaxy.com | ||
LOL, ok.
Ha. Ha. Ha.
Yay!
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| Your life is rated PG. You are a very innocent person who indulges in a tiny amount of the real world. For you life is about friends, family and fun times... you don't want to waste your time on the seedy underbelly of society. |
'What is your Life Rated?' at QuizGalaxy.com |
HELLZ YEAH!!!
OMGZ I LOVE CURIOUS GEORGE!!!!!
| Your Life, Predicted: | |
![]() | You will never get married. You will have 2 children. You will live for another 60-70 years. |
| 'The Life Predictor Quiz' at QuizGalaxy.com | |
Wow... they were right. I AM exactly like my mom. o_O weird...
| You are 73% likeable | |
| You are a likeable person. You are fiercely loyal to your friends and you have a lot of them. You have may have a few enemies but it is only because they don't really know the real you. | |
| 'How Likeable are You?' at QuizGalaxy.com |
| Kim and James are Proud to Announce the Birth of their Child, Kailey, on August 23, 1996. | |
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| Unfortunately, Kailey stares eerily at everyone. | |
| Kim and James are crying in the corner. | |
| What Did Your Birth Announcement Say? at QuizGalaxy.com | |
LOL!!!
![]() | Dear Cupid, This year, I've had my ups and downs in the love department. | |||
I was arrested for stalking Notasoldier. The restraining order that Minisinoo put on me was upped to 500 feet. I went to the movies with Sportybabe31 and they tried to do the whole yawn and arm around the shoulder bit. | ||||
So, as you can see, it's been a hectic year. Can you please make Torishness fall in love with me this Valentine's day? Sincerely, | ||||
| Take this Quiz at QuizGalaxy.com | ||||
| ( or, take the 'adult' version at QuizUniverse.com ) | ||||
LOL, and I totally just friended
| In what alternate dimension would Kailey be most comfortable? |
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| In a dimension where... Cheese doesn't exist |
| 'In what alternate dimension would you be most comfortable?' at QuizGalaxy.com |
LOL, they had it spot-on! I hate cheese!
| Elect Kailey! | ||
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A brighter future using glowsticks | ||
| 'What will your campaign slogan be?' at QuizGalaxy.com | ||
No, no, no. My slogan will be:
Taste the rainbow. Make out with a gay dude.
| About Me... | |
Been jealous of one of my friends Been busted by my parents Collected shiny things Been in a fist fight Found a fiver on the ground |
Shouted at a stranger on the street for no reason Been in a graveyard at night alone Gone vampire hunting Drank so much I puked Found buried treasure |
| The 'About Me' Quiz at QuizGalaxy.com | |
| Kailey's creature-nemesis: |
| The Dreaded SHETLAND PONY |
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| 'What creature will become your nemesis?' at QuizGalaxy.com |
| Kailey is mostly likely to say the out-of-date phrase: | You’re such a broomhead |
| To: | Picasso |
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| Why? | Because they went berserk when you broke their time machine |
| Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com | |
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LOL!
![]() | The Twelve Days of Christmas for redsam3271986: | ![]() | ||
| Day # | Who? | What they got you | ||
| 1st | A bag stolen from a bag lady | |||
| 2nd | A magical fairy that only you can see | |||
| 3rd | A falcon trained to gouge eyes out | |||
| 4th | Low fat chocolates | |||
| 5th | Foot fungus cream | |||
| 6th | Hemorrhoid Cream | |||
| 7th | Black toilet paper | |||
| 8th | A bee caught in a jar | |||
| 9th | A long distance calling card which expired in 1998 | |||
| 10th | An Ouija board | |||
| 11th | A piece of fruitcake that is obviously several years old | |||
| 12th | Some sort of mercury-based liquor | |||
| Take this Quiz at QuizGalaxy.com | ||||
| ( or, take the 'adult' version at QuizUniverse.com ) | ||||
LOL!
I <3 Flight of the Conchords.
LOL I'm such a nerd. :P
Anywayz... I'm grounded again!!!
After 2 solid days of freedom, I am grounded again.
Why, do you ask? Well, I'll tell you why.
I got a really, really, suckish report card. I'm so ashamed of it that I'm not even going to tell you what grades I got.
But, really, I'm just beyond caring right now. I'm getting used to being alone again.
So, yeah, I'm not really going to be on so much anymore (except for on the weekends, when I'll be superbored... as always) because I don't want to be grounded for all of next term either, so... yeah. Maybe, if I'm lucky, my mid-terms will at least be mediocre and I'll be let off the hook early (chya, right, but I can dream, right?).
The thing is... I'm not that smart.
Well, no, that's not true. I am VERY smart and have always been in the GATEs program ever since 1st grade... I just don't apply myself.
Me and Laurel went to see Underworld: Rise of the Lycans last weekend (when I wasn't grounded).
I didn't really like it. First off, I didn't quite understand it, but, I hadn't seen the other Underworld's, so I probably wouldn't get it.
Second, it wasn't even worthy of being rated R. There was, like, one sex scene, and it was... strange, but not, like, violent sex or anything.
Third, there wasn't even that much blood and gore. The only really gorey part was when somebody through a spear through somebody's elses head, and everyone in the audience was like, "OOOH!". Lol, it was hilarious.
Fourth... if the vampires can't sparkle, then they suck anyway.
Yeah, it was lame. I don't recommend seeing it. The girl, Sonya, was a complete Mary-Sue. And that hairy werwolf dude, Lucien, was a Marty-Stu.
Also, I'd like to give a shout-out to my friend Todijah, who found my blog when she googled her name. And Kayla and Kanisha, who apparently have also read my blogs. They do not have LiveJournals, tho, so don't go looking for them.
And, according to Todijah, I'm mean. ? Do I seem mean? Lol, I don't get it.
Anyway, I'm changing my blog name to something different. Rants of a Teenage Girl is getting old. Plus, people from the outside know how to find me now. *ducks and hides from outsiders*
Also, also, also, also, also... GUESS WHAT IS TOTALLY AWESOME?!?!?!
WE GET TO DO THIS AWESOME PROJECT FOR HISTORY WHERE WE GET TO SING THE PREAMBLE TO THE DECLARATION OF INDEPENDANCE!!! AND WE CAN PLAY INSTRUMENTS!!!
I'm going to sing, and Laurel will play the kazoo, and we're not sure what Sydney will do because she wasn't at school today. But it's going to be AWESOME. :D
I guess I do like... "Mitch". Or, "Avacado", which is my code name for the boy who might like me back, aka, Michael. He's been talking to me a lot lately, and it is a very big possibility that he likes me. And I do like him back, I guess.
I MAAAAAYYYYYY be going to the movies this weekend... if my mom says yes. If I do go, I'm seeing Taken, and I'm going with Emma, Kevin, Laurel, Ana, and maybe some other people.
You know what was really annoying today? I kept smelling this cologne... I don't think it was Axe... but it smelled really good. And I didn't know who it was coming from. Hmmm... *is suspicious*
I is going to go now. Byyyye!
- Location:home
- Mood:
calm - Music:Dont Trust Me - 30H!3
So don't ever ask what a book was like, 'cause I will totally spoil it for you.
So, basically, I was this close to going to the mall with Laurel and Ana, and finally being able to see someone in the world, but mom wouldn't let me go.
*fumes*
I feel so mad at her. But, she said that maybe we all could go to the movies tomorrow. If we do go, we're going to see The Unborn... which has Cam Gigandet in it. <3
And if we can't see The Unborn... maybe we can see Underworld: Rise of the Lycans.
I downloaded this software that makes audio sound chipmunk-ish. I made Rob's voice chipmunk-ish... and he still doesn't fail at sounding hot. ^_^
- Location:home
- Mood:
aggravated - Music:Robert's chipmunk voice
The Big Read reckons that the average adult has only read 6 of the top 100 books they've printed. Well let's see.
1) Look at the list and bold those you have read.
2) Italicize those you intend to read.
3) Underline the books you LOVE.
4) Reprint this list in your own LJ so we can try and track down these people who've read 6 and force books upon them ;-)
I snagged this meme from
bad_wolf_42 . Enjoy!
2 The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien
3 Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
4 Harry Potter series - JK Rowling
5 To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee
6 The Bible
7 Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
8 Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell
9 His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
10 Great Expectations - Charles Dickens
11 Little Women - Louisa M Alcott
12 Tess of the D'Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
13 Catch 22 - Joseph Heller
14 Complete Works of Shakespeare
15 Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier
16 The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien
17 Birdsong - Sebastian Faulks
18 Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger
19 The Time Traveller's Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
20 Middlemarch - George Eliot
21 Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell
22 The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald
23 Bleak House - Charles Dickens
24 War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy
25 The Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams
26 Brideshead Revisited - Evelyn Waugh
27 Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky
28 Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck
29 Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll
30 The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame
31 Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy
32 David Copperfield - Charles Dickens
33 Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis
34 Emma - Jane Austen
35 Persuasion - Jane Austen
36 The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - CS Lewis (Repeat, yeah?)
37 The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
38 Captain Corelli's Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres
39 Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden
40 Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne
41 Animal Farm - George Orwell
42 The Da Vinci Code – Dan Brown
43 One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
44 A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving
45 The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins
46 Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery
47 Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy
48 The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Atwood
49 Lord of the Flies - William Golding
50 Atonement - Ian McEwan
51 Life of Pi - Yann Martel
52 Dune - Frank Herbert
53 Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons
54 Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen
55 A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth
56 The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon
57 A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens
58 Brave New World - Aldous Huxley
59 The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon
60 Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
61 Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck
62 Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
63 The Secret History - Donna Tartt
64 The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold
65 Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas (Saw the movie – that was good)
66 On The Road - Jack Kerouac
67 Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy
68 Bridget Jones's Diary - Helen Fielding
69 Midnight's Children - Salman Rushdie
70 Moby Dick - Herman Melville
71 Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens
72 Dracula - Bram Stoker
73 The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett
74 Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson
75 Ulysses - James Joyce
76 The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath
77 Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome
78 Germinal - Emile Zola
79 Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray
80 Possession - AS Byatt
81 A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens
82 Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell
83 The Color Purple - Alice Walker
84 The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro
85 Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert
86 A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry
87 Charlotte's Web - EB White
88 The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom
89 Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
90 The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton
91 Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad
92 The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery
93 The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
94 Watership Down - Richard Adams
95 A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole
96 A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute
97 The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas
98 Hamlet - William Shakespeare
99 Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl
100 Les Miserables - Victor Hugo
Hello, Healthy America! Guess who isn't healthy? ME! I've got a case of the Common Cold! Whoop-dee-fuckin'-doo! On top of that, it snowed 2 feet while I was napping and I can't even go out in it because I'm sick! I've been coughing my brains out, and no one even cares!
*stops doing sickly-sweet voice*
-_-
I HATE MY LIFE SOOO MUCH.
Maybe if I'm lucky it will snow so much that the snow blocks the entry to the house and we can't get out. That would be frickin' sweet, since then I would have an excuse not to present my Physics project tomorrow. I have this plan (if I really do have to go to school tomorrow) that after Physics is over, I go to the nurse and demand to go home. That way I have my nervousness out of the way and it's all over with. And I get to skip Algebra! Yayyy!
In my boredom and sickness, I have decided to create a meme. My very first meme. Yay me(me). *claps without enthusiasm*
What are the things that fill your purse?
- A 1/4 full can of Silly String (I will explain that later)
- A calculator
- A wallet
- My lanierd with my house key attatched.
- My lucky lanierd
- Chapstick
- A Team Edward button
- My flash drive that has my powerpoint project (for Physics) on it.
- A note from Sydney that has a drawing of a fat man inside and says "HUBJUBHUBJUBHUBJUBHUBJUB".
- A note from Kayla that says, "I love Robert Pattinson. You can have Edward Cullen. Agreed. From: Kayla Pattinson To: Kailey Cullen"
- Two cherry lollipops
- A ticket for the movie Inkheart
- and 9 pens.
It's very useful, actually. I have sprayed many people with it before... which is why it is 3/4 empty and why I am very overdue for another can.
And there is a vague difference between my lanierd with the house key attatched and my lucky lanierd. My lucky lanierd I have had for millions of years and it is black with "GO ARMY" written all over it, and does not have anything attatched. The lanierd with the house key on it I have only had since Ashley came back from Korea and it is pink with skulls all over it.
Ewww. I just had to take this NyQuil Cold and Flu medicine, and it tastes HORRIBLE. It's worse than Robitussin, if you can believe that. And, trust me, Robitussin is pretty bad. And this medicine is GREEN. Oh my God, it's horrible. I downed half of my glass of orange juice just trying to make the taste go away.
I really don't have anything to talk about, other than that I would rather be ran over by a truck filled with hot garbage juice than being bored out of my fucking mind right now.
Seriously, my cough is so bad that whenever I breathe, it feels like ants pitter-pattering up and down my esophagous(sp?). It sounds like a growl. Like, I was just sitting at the dinner table, eating dinner and minding my own business, and Ashley looks at me and is like, "Did you just growl at me?" and I'm just like, "Uh... no." and then I have to blame it on my voice, which keeps cracking every 5 seconds whenever I talk. And all I can do is sit in bed and watch cheesy sitcoms that I don't like and collect lard and get greasy from not taking a shower because I'm so tired and drained.
Whatever. I'm going now.
- Location:mom moms
- Mood:
sick - Music:the TV



















